Dear Mother . . . .

Please mother, can you shortly come home again.
Maybe, just for one more night and one more day.
Please come home.
You can be sure I would waiting for you.
I am not finished yet, with the way to say good bye to you.
Maybe we can watching some TV together, for a while?
Please come home, for one more time.
I miss you, and i know that you are dead.
So, can i say it, softly, some important words, only between me and you:
Mother i really miss you.

But we was having a good time in anyway.

Jan Binder – remember the death of my mother on January 30 in the year 2014 at the time 01:40 am – alone somewhere in a fucking hospital in germany.